IYLIAAA:D

880th post.

2009-09-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

after 879 posts,
i'm moving to TUMBLR. ;)
in a few seconds, you'll be directed to my new site.
so you won't need to relink me.

www.iyliaaa.tumblr.com

see you there! :D

how people can be.

2009-09-01T15:52:00.002+08:00

the subject chose to be ignorant to the topic of tagboard. ;)
now i know who's Guest. HAHA. stupid way of showing yourself.

anywwwww, i cleaned my room today. i rewired my wii and i had to tip toe just to reach the wires. i can't move the tv cause it's too huge and heavy. at least now the wires aren't so messy. cleaned the dust off and occupied myself with kitchen duties (FIRST TIME LOL).

tomorrow's a schooling day. i keep thinking it's the weekend. thank goodness it isn't or else monday's my paper. i'm okay with business enviroment but not customer relations. i'll have my haircut after the exams! my fringe is getting on my nerves.

i need magnum golden hazelnut pl0x.

i'm a genie for your dream

did i mention.

2009-08-31T22:18:00.002+08:00

that i saw my ex boyfriend in school today.
maybe it was him, maybe not.
maybe he was in school for a performance.
and i totally freaked out.
i stare at him across the street till the max.
i chose to hide rather than to show myself.
thank god i went home before i met him or anyth.

i'm watching you're my destiny.
anna, go die pl0x.
stop wrecking people's relationships.

used to be.

2009-08-31T18:15:00.005+08:00

What's the point of making plans,
You break all the one's we had,
I don't know where we went wrong,
Cause we used to be so strong
I wanna believe in you,

So why can't you be,
Be good to me

I don't ask for much,
All I want is love,
Someone to see,
that's all I need,
Somebody to be,
Good to me,
Can you be good to me,
Good to me, please

planned to go back to tanglin when i only ended late. so i forget about it since tanglin ends at 10am. i still had lessons at 10am. on the bright side, let's tap is below 50 bucks and i've already reserved a copy of it. to be collected next week ;)))

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{edited}

(credits to http://blogs.xin.sg/idol/)

this is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ :D

fear.

2009-08-30T14:14:00.000+08:00

i feel something bad is going to happen.
i know there's nothing but just feeling it.

meanwhile, i'm going to study my CPA notes now.
disturb if you must.

i love you

let's tap!

2009-08-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

i might be crazy but i don't care cause it's worth it since i'm loving it. ;)

yes that's how it's played. you place the wiimote on a board and start tapping the board to play. i've seen a staff played it once when i was out with ex boyfriend. it was fun fun fun. the songs are superbly nice. buying it in 2 weeks time! woot.

mario kart!

2009-08-29T21:39:00.002+08:00

finally bought it today with no hesitation at 75 bucks.

(credits to flickr)

must thanks to syfq for following me despite her temper LOL. relaxxxx :D

i had a headache once i got home. played mario kart awhile and i swear the steering wheel is making me totally excited. it's so small and it's fit more to a toddler's hands. after that, rested before breaking fast. now i'm waiting for dendengzzz ;)

currently watching the girl who leap through time.

i'm addicted.

2009-08-29T00:32:00.002+08:00

to milk candy. i thought it might be hard but it's those chewable sweets ^_^

it's currently in my foodbox and i think i'll be buying it monthly or maybe weekly cause it's only 80 cents ;)

i came home after ms excel exam feeling my worst this month. i did excel chart over 10 times, i highlighted and tried again and again. it just didn't come out right. i gave up cause time's up anyw. so my 20 marks of chart flew cause i didn't do a single thing.

i went home feeling so down and i rly can't believe i screwed up ms excel chart and just giving it up. my 20 marks rly flew away.

i can't do anything about it but just hope i'll pass. i could do IF formulas, the main items and pivot table. probably going out later with brother in the afternoon, MAYBE.

you're so big, you make large sounds when being hit by something.

2009-08-28T00:36:00.002+08:00

you're so sick in the head and i bet your life will be facing the four walls soon.

i'm still awake so i'll post about school happenings yesterday. it was rly nothing much except crossword puzzles again. then PE where i just sat down cause didn't like badminton. had theory test before that and i know i had tons of mistakes but heck, i shaded the answer sheet with a pen. slept during break and handball at 3pm.

first game was okay, 2-1 and we lost during the second game cause of the pro guys. but it was a good game overall. good job guys.

listen to my world ;

cause i don't want to be the one.

2009-08-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

sorry for the blur quality as i didn't upload it over photobucket. btw, it's pudding with nata de coco! had so much food lahhhh. yong tau foo, fried noodles, pudding, apple juice. plus i just had sushi. how to lose weight this way!? :(

school was boring lahhhh. but not as boring cause of girlfriends and CPA crossword that made us so excited LOL. during break, there was these two little girls who were so cute, they entered the school with their grandparents to wait for their brother. ^_^

after school, sushi spreeeee! see la, how to lose weight!?

TOMORROW MUST PE!

i missssss..

2009-08-26T10:35:00.004+08:00

i miss cycling long distances and the last time was a year ago.
(i bet my stamina has dropped down low)
i miss having mochi ice cream LOL.
i miss laughing at dii's nonsense.
i miss talking nonsense to jazlyn aris.
i miss floorball training.
(indirectly contradicting myself)
i miss the old habbohotel days.
i miss the library people in tanglin.
i miss dating LOLLLLLLLL.
i miss my sister pretty much.
i miss my twin, qahar zzzzzz!
i miss swimming.
i miss travelling.
i miss my brother LMAO.
i miss sentosa flowers '09 crew!
i miss having hammies.
i miss toontowning already.
(it's been hours since i played it)
i miss mr tham's PE lessons LOL.
i miss the rugby, basketball, soccer, softball lessons that he taught.
i miss that retail boy at sentosa LOL.
(who i can't remember the face anymore HAHAHAHA!)
i miss your singing.
(you know who you are LOL)
i miss you! (:

11 more days to 2 months singlehood.
more magnum pl0x!

you.

2009-08-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

i think of you and my heart sings.
not only your smile or the love you give.
its all this and more.
it sings cos it knows.
that god has given me,
the special gift of you.

credits to underlying, haziq's band.

MISSES!

confession.

2009-08-25T18:36:00.003+08:00

i've confessed and i feel a load off my mind cause it's taken over me. LOL. i swear it didn't come out rly right. but you know i know that's all we need to know. ;)

i just came from a bazaar and i swear it's a bumpy ride home since i was on my dad's bike. i came back with a headache i swear LOL.

(credits to flickr)

happy breaking fast =)

magnum.

2009-08-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

i just had hot dog prata with an egg after disconnected from toontown. there won't be a need for breakfast at 4am now. i was in a middle of a battle! :(

annoying haziq to wake up in the morning, schooling, fasting, toontown and typing out my module notes have been my daily life now. i just finished typing out 1-4 chapters of the book and it's only 7 pages. once i'm done, i'll print it out and memorize it like a script. LOL CRAZY TO THE MAX!

i actually finished a MS excel assignment today! without lagging time and successfully understanding everything. went home and i think i saw akmal, a macrider who was my brother's friend. finally i see the face clearly. zz!

(credits to flickr)

this thing has been in my fridge for 2 days and i hope it won't disappear. i didn't eat it because there's alot more food at home than just ice cream. maybe tomorrow night or friday night. :D

i didn't know where we were wrong, cause we used to be so strong.

2009-08-24T08:23:00.002+08:00

i'm having back pain, for no apparent reason. not exactly at the back but at the kidney side. currently doing some revision paper for CPA zz.

wake up soon, ziq. :)

toontown.

2009-08-23T02:52:00.004+08:00

now when haziq has dota, i have toontown.
fair enough? HAHA!
i can't seem to screenshot over toontown zz!
and i can't find a decent picture of toontown.

can see my liquid eyeliner?! LOL.
that's toontown at the laptop anyway :)

i see my friends who are in love, some are doing fine, some are having troubles. troubles from one end till another. breakups, boyfriend stealers and much much more. all i can say is, all the best to them. i don't know what to say anymore. troubles are getting more common. one of my friend has just gone through what i went recently. she's stronger than me.

me? i've got over it, almost. i've people like haziq and girlfriends. i'm changing into a better person and i'm glad i did. haziq just texted me, toodles.

haziq's being nice to me anyw. that weirdo ;)

liquid eyeliner.

2009-08-22T21:45:00.005+08:00

i just successfully went through beginner's usage of liquid eyeliner. ;)
yes i'm slow cause i'm not used to eyeliner.
haziq had to listen to me whine over my eyeliner messes.
breaking fast was goooood! :P
haziq's dota-ing, i'm going to toontown soon!

mobile internet.

2009-08-22T18:44:00.001+08:00

me can now surf me internet anywhere!
including in buses or cars. hehehehe!
thanks brother for the advance birthday present!
happy berbuka people :D

good morning.

2009-08-22T06:44:00.003+08:00

the first day of fasting.
haziq has gone to work.
i'm staring blankly at the laptop.
i'm currently sleepy.

i'm current thinking of someone.
who rushed me home last night.
thinking my mom would scold me.
and i will cry.
don't laugh when you see this LOL.

hush hush.

i missssss you

crabby crabs.

2009-08-21T22:17:00.004+08:00

school was okay. nothing much rly. guangrong agreed to buy me mario kart after i hand him the money next month. he has staff discount ;)

after school, followed the girls to mr prata. went lepak awhile with them before they went for their CCA. then went off to meet syfq who was late for 2 hours LOL. i had brunch with her and as usual, we laughed/talked till we're about to puke. met stef while brunching. saw this uncle with a DVD player and a large antenna. he wanted to watch his drama at macs -__-"

haziq then came to meet me and were hesistant of where to go. syfq left to go home. we then headed to cck and he started to attack bookstore for his comics. gameshops and popular, then to jurong point. i swear haziq eats like a disgusting slob. he then got his comic book at harris's. went around, parents called, still was window shopping, got his drink, watsons and he sent me home.

a couple of funny incidents happened, especially in the train. wouldn't place it here. :)

someone bought me a liquid eyeliner. thanks ;)

i'm a genie for your wish.

2009-08-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

Sowoneul malhaebwa!

today was nothing much. after using the computer for 2 hours, we went off to WCP. took pictures and such, brunched at macs except me and then back to school again zz. ain bought us bubble tea because of their resignation from SC. you go girl. :D

went home, slept and woke up to okto LOL. haziq wants to sing "MERAUNG" to me 30 times. i bet i'll memorize that jiwang song by the time he finishes. i don't listen to jiwang songs okay. going out tomorrow~

memories had to come back. i was totally absorbed with the day we first went out and where you sat on that day itself. i cried when i woke up. i guess i'm not that strong afterall.

on a night like this - kylie minogue.

2009-08-20T08:52:00.002+08:00

i don't know how to tell you. i get so so so happy but it's so so so wrong. zzzzz!

i realized the lab is freaking quiet cause all are doing their own work and such. i just need more sleep. i woke up at 7.11am this morning and i panicked. if i knew i was rly this tired, i would slept after the jog yesterday. i slept at 1am after texting haziq who WAS BUSY EATING PRATA.

i'm keeping myself awake by reading weena's archive. yes, weena's. LOL. it's 9.20am now. wake up soon haziq. :)

like a once in a lifetime,
you change my world.

jiwang, NOT!

2009-08-19T21:51:00.003+08:00

jika kau selam hati ini,
pastinya engkau akan mengerti,
betapa sucinya cintaku,
jangan diragu.

i don't listen to jiwang and don't mistake me by seeing this on my blog. it's one of my random text by someone. fateha must be vvvvv happy by now. lol. he also accepted my friend request. haha!

i'm still in the thoughts of "this i promise you" and how haziq sang it over skype yesterday. i keep asking him to sing it cause i still have yet to download the song.

presentation's over. i saw teacher's remarks on me at her paper. lack of eye contact, nervous. woo, there goes my CMB mark. -_-"

CB, I MISS YOU.

skype.

2009-08-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

look at this ass. LOL. he keeps jiwang-ing over skype, phone and everywhere possible.

now he's doing something stupid.

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i have no comments.
ziq looks like a tranny and i think he's going to give me nightmares.

on the bright side, presentation's tomorrow and i'm done with everything possible. LOL. i just hope i won't stumble over my words again. zz!

was i blogging about you?

2009-08-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

was i? was i? and spare me the words that you repeated endlessly :)

went out for dinner and i rly hate my body for being a fast flush of food. me and my brother, eat then toilet. eat then again, to the toilet. so it's like no use of eating cause i'll get hungry again. don't ask how i got fat. cause i eat and slept.

currently keep seeing this everywhere,

and i salute to him!

just saw the news and a family in new zealand ate their dog, barbecued. -____-"

that's damn disturbing. SPCA came abit too late and i've no comments. i can't stand animal abuse. i can't even stand the sight of people torturing cats. esp those animals that are reported being skinned alive, legs being cut off or stomped on by some maniacs. what animals have done to you that you want to torture them. zzzz!

tagged by weihoon in fb. :)

A. AIN ZAINAL
1) When was the last time you met this person? today LOL.
2) Do you like talking to this person? yes, she is full of nonsense to make me laugh LOL.
3) Is this person taller than you? nop ;)

B. BERNARD
1) What do you really think of this person? sometimes nice, sometimes mean -_-
2) What’s their favourite color? idk LOL.
3) Ever danced with them? nop.

C. CHOO YILIN! LOL
1) Do you like this person? yes. :)
2) Where did you meet this person? years ago in HABBO LOL.
3) How old is he/she? 15? 16? LOL.

D. DANNY
1) One word to describe him/her? (Y)
2) Ever fought with him/her? nop.
3) First thing both of you talked about? bloggg!

E. ELFIRA
1) Have you met their parents? nop.
2) Worst thing about this person? uhhh, idk?
3) One thing you like about this person? strong despite insults :)

F. FATEHA
1) Is this person goodlooking? pretty woman!
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? tomorrow.
3) Do you go to school with them? sometimes otw to sch.

G. GAIL
1) Are they a good listener? no -.-
2) Have you ever lied to this person? nop.
3) Is this person nice? yes and no LOL.

H. HAZIQ
1) What year are they in? 1992
2) Is he/she your best friend? somewhat LOL.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? illegal? LOL.

I. IZZAH
1) What is this person’s favourite food? idk. :)
2) How did you meet this person? same class.
3) Do you trust them? yep.

J. JACOB
1) Do they have any siblings? yes.
2) Do you know their favourite song? no.
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? he has a girlfriend alr. LOL.

K. KHALEEEEEEEEK!
1) How old were you when you first met? 17.
2) How did you meet? online friend lol.
3) Is this person pretty/good? yes :D

L. LARRY TAN
1) What does he/she tell you everytime you meet? hi?
2) Do you like him/her? used to LOLLLLL.
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? nahhh.

M. MIN KAI
1) Is this person older than you? yep.
2) Is this person single? yep.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? it was been a few months since i talked to him.

N. NADZYHAR
1) One funny thing abt this person? idk, haha.
2) Have you seen this person cry? nop.
3) Do you know this person’s nickname? iraa!

O.
1) Are you related?
2) One good thing about this person?
3) Do you believe this person is gay?

P. PATRICK
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? nop.
2) How about a sleepover with them? nop.
3) Does this person have a job? yes.

Q.
1) Does this person drink alcohol?
2) Have you seen this person dance?
3) Where do they work?

R. RABIA
1) Have you heard this person sing? yes, all the time :)
2) Do you think this person will repost this? maybe? maybe not?
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person? nothing? haha :)

S. SAMUEL PAPA
1) Is this person taller than you? should be.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? we talk crap all the time.
3) Do they live close to you? the other end of singapore.

T. THOMAS
1) Would you do anything for him/her? if he knew me. -.-
2) Have you been to his/her house? nop.
3) Is this person a dipshit? nop.

U. UMAIRAH
1) Is this person in a relationship? nop.
2) Do you know where she lives? haha nop. :)
3) What colour hair does this person have? black.

V. VALERIE
1) Do you see this person alot? never met her before.
2) When did you meet her/him? WAYYY BACK IN HABBO.
3) Is this person your friend? yes.

W. WEIHOON! ^^
1) Is this person quiet or loud? sometimes both.
2) Why are you friends with him/her? -_-"
3) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? in school only ah LOL.
4) What is one thing you would change about them? nothing.

X. XINMEI!
1) How old were you when you first met? i don't remember.
2) How did you meet? pri school.
3) Ever danced with this person? nop.

Y. YUPING
1) Does this person wear make-up? yes i think.
2) Does this person play any sport? is pulling people's a sport? LOL.
3) What is their favourite sport? idk lol.

Z. ZAINAL
1) Does this person have MSN/AIM? yep.
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her? nop.
3) When did you know this person? pri school.

i love "You're My Destiny" :)

HI HI HI HI.

2009-08-17T13:45:00.002+08:00

LOL, I KNOW I'M MASS BLOGGING.
JUST SPAMMED HAZIQ'S INBOX.

WITH HIM REPLYING..
"GI MATI AH LU!"

^_^

HAHAHAHAHA.

2009-08-17T13:28:00.002+08:00

joke of the year.
spare me your sad stories before.
LOL. that poor girl.

i remembered someone pm-ed me, "why not? __________ not handsome what?" LOLLL!

okay now i'm currently bored doing MS EXCEL.
i want go jogging pl0x. :D

at school.

2009-08-17T08:50:00.003+08:00

didn't have a good sleep. was still awake in my sleep at 2am. i wasn't totally asleep and woke up at 7am. bus was filled with yusok ishak kids. reached school to know ms koh was late due to a jam at the roads. 4am was a typical text from haziq which i guess has become a habit LOL. it says, "ahh kk!" which apparently when i didn't text him anyth. he told me last night he's maybe going johore today. BUT he just slept at 7.15am. cool right.

saw hongpeng's blog about the games exhibition. rly reminded me much about going to the games exhibition with him. the recent games exhibition had kamen rider and such, he must had been there anyw. oh yes, if YOU want your stuff, you can have it back, just text me.

currently waiting for the next games exhibition so guangrong can keep the wiimote and mario kart for me at a CHEAPER price ftw! i swear i will save money during fasting month so i could buy both wiimote and mario kart at mostly $90+++.

zzzzzzzzzz, i need info on CCA please :(

ohhhh!

2009-08-17T00:44:00.001+08:00

i'm still awake! ziq still watching his dumb football game. i should be glad it's losing right? LOL. i was about to print the documents when it's only the cover page, no ink zzzzz! i need another wiimote, mario kart and more sleep pl0x!

what do you mean by that anyway..

and tears in your eyes.

2009-08-16T18:24:00.003+08:00

this i promise you (:

woke up, rolled in bed for a few hours, bathed, went out to big bookshop, met larry tan yet again, NTUC, no aluminium foil, then macs to buy shaker fries, followed by buying happy 128 and snacks. thank goodness i finished my work yesterday so i could slack today :)

i just realized i lost all my bookmarked links after deleting my account in the laptop. my new account is so clean now but missing stuffszxzx. ZZZ!

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore

"not literally!"

2009-08-15T18:28:00.002+08:00

i'm hungry.
i'm confused.
I WANT SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES!

i (L) you.
only samyoolz papa knows.
argh~

with love.

2009-08-15T00:00:00.003+08:00

i'm going to forget you and just treat everything as a past memory. i can do it, i sure can. i've been through a day. i can do it. :)

finally scrubbed my body today with bodyshop's papaya bodyscrub HAHA! i spent like 30 minutes bathing and i could see all those dirt yucks. LOL. now i can hear my mom screaming in the living room. LOL.

i've been putting insomnia by wheesung on repeat. blah~

pastamania.

2009-08-13T20:31:00.000+08:00

the dinner celebration with the family.

headaches.

2009-08-13T19:18:00.003+08:00

kinda worried of the frequent headaches i'm having this week. projectile vomiting + headache is not good. luckily i'm not having projectile vomiting. it would mean otherwise. okay iylia shut up. 2 panadols will just do.

came to school and everything was freed. lol. own work all the way. personal issues settled. i've already started my own behaviour changes plus i seem to love being quiet nowadays. mind seemed at ease. i went home straight away and had my nap. now, i'm having another headache.

just going to read through my notes for a test tomorrow. i'm having too much of a headache to handle things.

(credits to flickr)

when are you appearing?

now here i am in school, viewing you.

2009-08-13T08:37:00.004+08:00

went home early yesterday and found out from nad that there's a friendly at RP. nb, no one texted/told me. i do want play for school lah please. if i wouldn't have plans for that day, i would have already went for the friendly.

instead of fb, i'll do it in my blog.

6 years ago,

1) How old were you?
12 years old.

2) Where did you go to school?
PTPS.

3) Where did you work?
at home, asked for that and this.

4) Where did you live?
somewhere in the west.

5) Where did you hang?
libraries, was particularly a bookworm at that time.

6) Who was your best friend?
michelle, she had migrated.

7) How many tattoos did you have?
none.

8) How many piercings did you have?
1 pair of the ears.

9) What car did you drive?
i wish i could.

10) Had you been to a real party?
macdonalds birthday parties? LOL.

11) Had you had your heart broken?
no.

12) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
single.

13) Did you wear glasses?
yes.

3 years ago,

1) How old were you?
15 years old.

2) Where did you go to school?
TSS.

3) Where did you work?
at home, infront of my computer HAHA.

4) Where did you live?
still in the west.

5) Where did you hang out?
nowhere aha.

6) Who were your best friends?
fad i rmbred. LOL.

7) How many tattoos did you have?
none.

8) How many piercings did you have?
still 1 pair of my ears.

9) What car did you drive?
i still wish i couldddd.

10) Had you been to a real party?
nop, don't wish to.

11) Had your heart broken?
yeah.

12) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
15, taken on that particular month then single right again.

13) Did you wear glasses?
yes.

Today,

1) How old are you?
17+ LOLLL.

2) Where do you go to school?
ITE College West.

3) Where do you work?
i work temporarily.

4) Where do you live?
still in the west.

5) Where do you hang out?
BP most of the time.

6) Who are your best friends?
bestfriend is only one, i have good friends.

7) How many tattoos do you have?
none.

8) How many piercings do you have?
1 pair, ears still.

9) What car did you drive?
i'm turning legal soon, SOOOOON to getting a license.

10) Have you been to a real party?
yes.

11) Have your heart broken?
yes.

12) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
hoping to still be taken by him.

13) Did you wear glasses?
yeap.

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: doing this.
1 HOUR AGO: got to school.
1 DAY AGO: still in bed.
1 YEAR AGO: no idea.

I HATE: you.
I FEAR: currently, lizards.
I FEEL: bored.
I HIDE: my feelings.
I MISS: you.
I NEED: sleep.
I KNOW: i need to run.
I THINK: i'm still being idiot not getting over him.

believe it or not, haziq has been my psychologist. i just realized it now. he scolded me every now and then when i cried over him. counseling sessions was his advices to me. :I

and again i'm using this quote from HeartQuotes™; I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for.

smile.

2009-08-12T23:20:00.002+08:00

had dinner at pastamania a while ago, photos somewhere this week, to celebrate mom's birthday. felt so uneasy. i wore a skirt for the first time outing with family LOL. uneasy wasn't about what i wore, about where i was. this morning, i was rushing for school. i woke up at 850 and was totally rushed. rushed through presentation and it was okay. i stumbled upon loads of words. in my mind i only thinking about, FINISH THIS QUICK and then stumbling upon words happened.

anyw, i bought a new thumbdrive. me is a happy kid :3

presentation!

2009-08-11T21:28:00.003+08:00

currently writing out my cue cards for presentation tomorrow. i'm writing as little as i can. i'm hungry and currently a headache has been going on since i slept in the afternoon. school was normal. i went to school with a twisted thinking. didn't bother to fix my hair and i could see my hair was a mess, a real mess. i didn't do anything for OFA and was just rotting there.

this is v v v v v LOL.

currently.

2009-08-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

watching 命中注定我愛你; You're my destiny for the whole day alr.
am so hungry, waiting for food.
am feeling hurt, given up on hope.
don't feel like schooling at all.
eaten all the chocolates bought.

7th-9th aug.

2009-08-10T16:37:00.004+08:00

7th aug, national day celebration. super rushing day, red day, super hungry no-food-stall-open day and just being the photographer day.

the rest of the photos are with ms koh. and if you wish to take any of the photos, click on my links, my photobucket and one of the albums named 7th-9th aug.

after the celebration, went saperate ways and i went to meet syfq. lunched, window shopped and reached home at night. met larry otw home.

the next morning, went off to johore. the first thing was, the jam wasn't that much and there weren't any prettyboys. ziq was entertaining my nonsense. thanks for that. then went for lunch, i bought my dried strawberries and i had so much food. reached the hotel and went for a swim. ziq got sick of me telling so much of prettyboys in the pool.

after swimming, went for dinner and shopping. for once, i did a hurdle and when i jumped over, a car was infront of me. i was like.. O.O

went back to the hotel and continued snacking. watched big momma's house and just continued snacking, and more snacking.

didn't have a good night sleep cause of some issues. woke up at 7 then slept again till 9 or 10 then had breakfast. yeah i didn't shower cause wanted to swim after breakfast LOL. there was a prettyboy server when i was taking stuff from the buffet. :P

checked out and had marrybrown's at some shopping mall. i swear their fish fillet burger is good. its like a bigger version of fish fillet at macs. was searching for You're My Destiny series and there was but there wasn't any subtitles! i was so sad man. i also found wii games but only under modified console. bought waffles and went home.

i've uploaded photos, saw brother on parade, eaten alot and talked to yat ^^ from i woke up. tomorrow's schooling. :(

yat thought i stalked him, yat saw me stare at him one kind. paiseh luh. zzz.

haziq, is a good friend who stood by me when i cried all along for you. but what do you do? you jeered and teased. he helped me in everything but what do you do? "chey haziq seh" so what if it's haziq? i cried over you again and again, he listens to me crying over you. i remembered whatever you said and i'll never forget them.

no matter what he did,

2009-08-08T10:57:00.002+08:00

i don't blame him.

for that i'm sorry haziq. even though he does make me cry everytime, makes me hurt, makes me remember it forever, makes me feel like i'm not worth and everything, i still don't blame him.

i'm going off in 30 minutes to weekend overnight. i was thinking how much i missed him till i cried twice yesterday in public. now i just wanna release the tension, swim and splurge on chocolates.

what do you call..

2009-08-07T22:37:00.004+08:00

a person who takes other people's art piece, photograph, work, blogskin and claim that's their work? or claiming all the credit when it's other people's work?

it's called stealing, my dear people. it often appears everywhere. often, very often. most of the time, the ones who does the work will copyright it but still, it does happen. people being sued and such, tsk. it does happen to my friends and i see how they, the rippers/thieves react, denying everything when it's very much obvious.

anywwwww, had a good/bad day today. photos will be uploaded in facebook when i have the time after coming back from weekend trip. meanwhile, i'm webcamming with haziq while he's talking to his cousins. -.-

boyfriend - SNSD.

2009-08-05T11:21:00.002+08:00

it looks like it's gonna rain.
i'm in school.
i'm currently coughing.
i'm currently plurking.
i'm hoping weekend trip is confirmed.
i wanna relive those moments.
period swung by yesterday.
report due tomorrow.
BEV not done.
i'm listening to reflections by christina aguilera.

an issue of one and only design of a notebook.

2009-08-04T10:14:00.003+08:00

no comments LOL.

i'm currently not doing my assignment but just looking around plus listen to the whinings those people had.

(credits to flickr)

anyw, i'll be spending days catching up with sleep instead of late nights infront of the laptop. so at 8 or 9 or probably 10, i'll be in bed catching stars in lalaland. i'll be online probably in ds or phone. lazy to start up hoho.

meanwhile, i'm crazy over backpacks. gonna order again i guess. ;)

how to.

2009-08-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

when you're already gone.

trip trip trip.

2009-08-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

i hope my temperature will be down tomorrow or else monday i've to skip school again. sometimes i'm feeling so cool but my temperature is way up and vice versa.

just had dinner with parents at WC. my mum keeps talking about the coming weekends and i've no clue until she told me at dinner. she was telling me about a weekend getaway at the ZON in johore this coming holiday week. i found out theres a chocolate gallery over there and i'm gonna indulge on chocolates especially white chocolates. not forgetting, clothes and more clothes. ;p

but then, idk whether it's confirmed. boooo!

i've completed BEV summaries but not analysis. good for me. -_-"

fly.

2009-08-01T01:16:00.001+08:00

to be lifted off the ground and fly up high.
experience the adrenaline rush.
forget all the problems and just sit back.
enjoy the flight.

i miss airplane rides.

pocoyo.

2009-07-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

i changed my layout cause i screwed up my codes via lappy. i usually do layouts via desktop. with a mouse, it's much more easier and clicky clicky click.

pocoyo is still the cutest.

highway code.

2009-07-31T16:31:00.002+08:00

= $31.70

if my sickness doesn't go away by sunday, i need be back at the doc's. HIGHWAY CODE IS DAMN CONFUSING. i keep asking about gear and i don't know what the hell are most of the things LOL. but the book's interesting. i don't know how to imagine myself driving. :I

bored.

2009-07-31T12:19:00.004+08:00

i woke up at 830 to mr chan's sms. bathed and mum said in the noon then to the doc's. i'm doing fb quizzes, apps and stuff. how weird their results are. i hate auto bot's results haha. i end up with stupid results even though i redo it again and again. LOL. i saw friends ended up with their friends instead of boyf and then do it again and again to get their boyf LOL. well, people know we do that just for the fun and results are just from that quiz maker itself.

haziq got stalk tons of people esp LOL. the stalker app is the app that is the same as autobots lor. those people familiar with or recently had fb activity with, they'll just place it there. cheat people's feelings lorrrr.

i locked myself in my room with a dry throat and hoping to go doctor's soon. :(

immune.

2009-07-30T19:09:00.001+08:00

hello stalkers.

SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

shop me.

2009-07-29T22:27:00.003+08:00

from left to right, ain, izzah, baohui, rabia, me, tengy below and lastly, ali. :)

i slept at 8pm last night then woke up at 1am. slept from 2am to 9am. i almost overslept and the day was dull. this group of us went to 3 classes but managed to only get orders from 2 classes. people were choosing their sizes and sending in alot of orders :)

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY LEEK TWIN/LION/FRIEND HAHA!
GET WELL SOON FATEHA!

heartache.

2009-07-29T11:11:00.001+08:00

yrve humc iskc. on, ont nhagiv a tmreuapeert. tub tjsu a aerehchta. arest tusj kpee nllgiro onwd nda eyrv hmuc ssgniim ouy.

i acn’t esem ot cteapc wen gsyu adn reteh’s 3 fo hmte. i sjut ahd ot ysa i’m yosrr aceus i anc’t ovle htem sa i ovel mih. own i’m utjs liyssoeur stlo. i utsj kpet tgwiian nogklywni eh, vreen ilwl, oemc bkca ot em.

go figure.

828.

2009-07-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

The Chocolate Oracle
- The Chocolate Oracle Says You're Creative

You are unique, creative, and fascinating.
You don't do what's expected of you.
You go for what's unknown and uncharted.

You are down to earth and lovable.
A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding.
In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other!

You love being around people. Friendships are important to you.
You feel lost when you're by yourself... so you tend to avoid being alone.

Where Will You Find Your Dream Guy?
- You've Already Found Love!

Whether you know it or not, you've already found love
And this guy could be it, so hold on to him!
And if you're single, start looking more carefully at your guy friends
It could be anyone you already know, so keep an open mind.

right.. who the hell would it be?

Are You Thin Skinned or Thick Skinned?
- You Are Medium-Skinned

You can be sensitive at times, but that's totally normal.
Your sensitivity means you can be empathetic and compassionate, even if you're a bit thin-skinned.

You take what people think into account but you try not to let it get to you.
It's hard not to take things personally, but you do your best.

What Comfort Food Are You?
- You Are Mac & Cheese

When you are stressed out, you seek safety above everything else.
And nothing is more nourishing than a big warm plate of carbs.

Taking risks takes a toll on you, and you prefer your comfort food to be old fashioned.
You're the type of person who could eat the same meal every night, especially when life is hard.

i love mac & cheese. syfq, when's our swensens date?!

ku-te-so.

2009-07-27T13:20:00.004+08:00

a sudden interest of car license > applying when i'm turning 18 with syfq > seaweed shaker fries later ;)

free one cathay movie tix cause of topping OFA module. only at AMK hub and english titles. -_-

foooood.

2009-07-26T20:05:00.004+08:00

i forgot my camera is in my bag all along. BECAUSE OF THAT, I DIDN'T SNAP ANY PICTURES TODAY. haziq is at the national stadium watching liverpool winning singapore. too busy to layan me anyw. as predicted by me, i told my brother and dad that liverpool is gonna score 5. see the score now ;)

big breakfast with milo > ntuc > b&j's chocolate fudge brownie > syfq's crib > carpark roof > syfq's crib > ice age 3 > burgers > TV > more TV > home.

credits to FLICKR.

we talked about tons of things and i reached home at 5.10pm. then followed by 7 rounds at stadium. stamina killer > dinner > blogging > laughing at the match LOL.

my bro is off to ubin tomorrow morning. he's getting skinnier day to day. and he calls this bag light. -_-

at 0100.

2009-07-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

at 0100, i'm twisting some candied strings, taking photos of it and then, eat it. HUNGRY LAH!

cancer.

2009-07-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

did you guys know i use to have a sister? but she was taken away because of cancer. she was only 9 years old. now there's this girl, Charmaine. she's suffering from a 4th stage cancer, Neuroblastoma. nuffnang is trying to raise money for this little girl who is only 4 years old as she offered treatment in the U.S. and maybe there's a chance for her. the treatment doesn't come cheap so please do help to donate.

you may go to THIS SITE! to see the procedures of donating. the period will be from 23rd July to 24th September 2009.

do donate, no matter how small the amount to help Fiesty Princess Charmaine. :)

reality.

2009-07-24T22:36:00.007+08:00

flq, i know you will never return. i know you never will. but i've accepted reality. i might be staying behind in love just to wait for your return (which you never will), but i'm putting everything else foward. like floorball, health and studies. good luck to you and your future partner.

I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side
When we have so much in store
Tell me what it is I'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

You always used to say
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
(But I never believed them till now)
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
(But it wasn't our destiny)
‘Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
Now I can believe that
I can still find the strength
In the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

All the broken dreams take everything
But they can never have yesterday

this remains as my favourite song. but please, HAZIQ IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND. get this clear please? he's not my boyfriend. cause i still can't move on.

i came to school to rot. test > rot > home. -.-

argh.

2009-07-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

DAMMIT, I FORGOT MY ROUTER'S SETTINGS LOG IN PASSWORD.
CB!

foooood.

2009-07-23T20:57:00.002+08:00

the day was short, i hated handball and atiq's sweaty palms LOL. met syfq for lunch and i swear i'm still hungry. i had KFC, 2 piece chicken and cheese fries. i felt i wasn't full yet. went to old chang kee to buy sotong stik then to NTUC to buy drinks and snacks.

i'm still in need of food pl0x.

past, present.

2009-07-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

trying to forget flq is hard. probably he's the one i always wanted or hoped for. but i guess its not meant to be. i miss doing every silly thing with you.

on the plus side, i've completed my roleplay. accessed, video recorded and finito. 2 times CUT, 2 times different words appear from our mouth. i wasn't feeling nerved but felt like laughing. directors were rabiatul and fateha. they made our vid look good. :D

i'm supposed to sleep at 10 but i ended up eating cup noodles at 1115. now its 0106 and i'm still awake. school is at 0800 and i'm waking up at 0645. blogging via mobile. sorry ye pantat, i'm lazy to get online via lappy.

NDP PREVIEW WITH SYFQ THIS SATURDAY!

fast heartbeats.

2009-07-21T17:34:00.003+08:00

(i swear my bro's hp camera sucks to the core.)

white, red, black jersey. black shorts and black football socks. look so.. o.o kinda like the previous colour except last year was red and white. school ended at 12, met fad then went home.

I'M WATCHING POWERPUFFGIRLS AND THE WEATHER SUCKS BIG TIME :)

lowdown.

2009-07-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

previous post removed.
i forgive and forget.

on the bright side, i got a new pair of adidas jerseys, shorts plus long socks from floorball, little fuckers ;)

NUMBER 19 ITE CW FLOORBALL FTW!

currently blogging via mobile cause i need my bed. bah, training was fun. thursday training again. woot.

humiliation.

2009-07-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU. v much :)

You Like Being Single

Being single is just fine with you, but you don't always love it.
Like most people, you would prefer to be attached... but you are rightfully picky.
While you may not need to be in a relationship, you'd like to be in one.
You try to make your life as great as possible, whether you're with someone or not.

TOMORROW'S TRAINING AND VERY WELL, THIS WEEK IS ROLEPLAY/VIDEOGRAPHING WEEK.

guilty conscience much?

2009-07-18T15:42:00.002+08:00

hah, i don't know your motives. i don't know what you're trying to do. but congratulations, you've succeeded. don't worry, i know you wouldn't want me back so i won't disturb you.

i just had a burger with tons of veges inside and i'm detoxing later. i'm having muscle aches but i want go jogging lah. my dad isn't free and i can just do some lunges or usual sit ups/push ups.

once and for all.

2009-07-17T23:45:00.004+08:00

haziq is not my boyfriend. i repeat, he's not my boyfriend. he's just a friend, a close friend. i'm still waiting for 32547 even though he doesn't want me anymore. because of 32547, i'm still hanging on to hope and just waiting stupidly even though he doesn't give a shit anymore or maybe he has found a new girl.

dozed off in school and i seriously hate videographing.

i had a long sleep after school. from 1 to 7pm. :)

say goodbye.

2009-07-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

"Champions do not become champions when they win the event, but in the hours, weeks, months and years they spend preparing for it. The victorious performance itself is merely the demonstration of their championship character."
-T. Alan Armstrong

i'm like so motivated by amalina's words lah. i learnt to defend better and using more force to hit the ball. i hit the ball with just a wrist shot everytime.

school was okay today. CRM was the usuals. me and the other malays at the back were looking at transexuals via tagged. got this lady, who was a guy originally got me and adilla speechless. cause she looks really pretty and doesn't at all look like a guy. we thought "she" was really a lady. then we went off to PE. walked-jogged cause of training in the afternoon then had skipping. yes, skipping. that skipping with skipping rope.

i was bored after that and joined the malay girls for ghost story session. really tons of stuff i didn't know. interesting too. lunch-ed and sat with group of girls plus ali. ali bought himself a new PE shirt when he could have used his own clothes haha.

CMB ended v v v early. i helped the malay girls with their videocamming and i went off to canteen. saw lenny and luckily weena ended abit earlier. i swear training was fun but exhausting. i chiong-ed through another new script. i currently having a bad backache and panadol for muscle pain isn't working much.

sleeping soon. goodnights :)

SNSD.

2009-07-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

was doing CRM homework and i got bored.

school school school. went to banquet last night and i almost choked on my chicken chop. haziq knows why and i realized it's a bunch of armyguys, not him. cause from the backview i thought it was him. luckily it wasn't. but they're cute anyw. :D

yesterday, we had our first roleplay act by the guys in our class. i was asked to set up the handycam and tripod. i was inexperienced in this cause i don't learn about zoom in and out and all that features during sec 1 video making stuff. me and andrea were like enduring the video taking cause the tripod refused to co-operate. it turned out horribly LOL.

today was a much slacking day. went home and slept. before that, i was busy reading "Direct from DELL" which i borrowed from ms koh and i dozed off. training tomorrow.

Jakkutwinggineun niga miwo niga miwo
Jakkutwinggineun niga miwo niga miwo
Jakkutwinggineun niga miwo niga miwo
Jakkutwinggineun niga joha niga joha

i always find this part cute ^^D

your words.

2009-07-14T00:17:00.001+08:00

you told me to figure out that something.
i've still not had a clue what it is.
you won't tell me.
you won't repeat yourself.
i shall leave it hanging.

all i know is, i miss you.
v.v. much.

good morning.

2009-07-13T08:38:00.002+08:00

i'm having a free time seriously. ms koh is not in school as well as ms afni.

my brother looks serious in everything lah. i wonder when he'll ease up. -___-"

open your heart.

2009-07-12T03:14:00.001+08:00

0315 in the morning and this brings back loads of memories.

small minds.

2009-07-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

LOLLLL, PRETTY MUCH!!!

i just came home from a really not enough shopping spree (?!) and i met fateha otw there. then went to my cousin's house and had so much food. was about to doze off watching harry potter. i only spent about 75 dollars and my mum's noisy. plus, i've yet to get enough.

i slept at 4am in the morning thanks to my brother and also, haziq. that haziq as usual, snacking and his cousins over. topics like small minds and his shuai cousin. LOL. and my brother asked me to sync his ipod. before that, transfer his tons of songs into the laptop. --''

an amazing raise in traffic. ;)

yes, i admit i'm shooting my mouth.
yes, we apologize.

LOL.

2009-07-10T22:44:00.005+08:00

school was basically nothing today. no no, it should be absolutely nothing. we had a movie screening for that 3 hours. we were in the cold room watching slumdog millionaire. i hate movies like that cause it's sadistic. muslims being killed in india and orphan kids are being abused to beg for money.

after that, went for brunch at BP with syfq. she was applying for DPA and was more of thinking whether to apply for it. i also want DPA but i've yet to take a final exam and i've no GPA currently. TP TP TP, i'm aiming ;)

yes yes, i've apologized for the tags and that extra tag there.
i admit i let myself shoot my sarcastic remarks yet again.
i sincerely apologize about my tags.

over it.

2009-07-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

only haziq knows how i feel. yeah, only him. i'm feeling okay, no worries friends ;)

my latest craze :D

had great timings for school this week. been bargaining for late starts and our course is officially known as BUSINESS STUDIES IN SERVICE MANAGEMENT. glad that the course name is finally changed and i'm changing my poly choices. currently working towards it. will be busy with projects during weekends.

thanks for the concern friends, i'm currently okay. i love you all :D

since you could do it, so can i. don't worry, i won't disturb you. but i still keep your last text with me :)

getting used to it.

2009-07-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

happy birthday ms afni. wishing you all the best for you and your baby :)

lesson started today and everyone's basically late for the assembly in class LOL. lesson's at 0830 but all turned up at 0900. well, souls were gone when BEV lesson started. time was passing by slowly when OFA started. the last 4 hours was basically nothing. there wasn't CRM even. went home straight and fell asleep.

woke up to fighting spiders. gruesome scenes finally over. could see how they had abortion in those times where it was just at home. i'm currently tempted to eat that box of pink pills. stupid cramps and i've to control myself from slamming my phone when in anger or sadness cause i won't get another phone.

I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for. - HeartQuotes™

school.

2009-07-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

came to school, results, studied but i dozed off.
results are as the previous post. i'm not satisfied.
me and izzah were extremely shocked when we're 2 of the 3 tops in OFA.

went for breakfast, lunch plus dinner at macs with syfq right after school.
had mcspicy meal with apple pie and cinnamon something.
i was just having food therapy.

took the bus home, some idiot pushed me and i dropped my mp3.
bathed, period came and i'm feeling like shit now.
i'm finishing a tub of ice cream when i'm having my period.
i've to settle a freaking painful cramp later on.

what happened to the times that we were so happy?..

results.

2009-07-06T13:20:00.001+08:00

CPA - 60/100
BEV - 37/50
OFA - 95/100

i'm not a happy goober.
i want meet boyf after this lesson :(

happiest.

2009-07-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is a schooling day. not exactly happy though cause no one replied me whether they're going training or not. assignments will pile when we get back to school. timetable better change or it's back to 8-5 on average. congrats to tengy for making it to SC. haha! (:

i didn't have enough time with TSO today. even though we've met for 3 days for the week. i wanna meet him again tomorrow, can i? luv you.

two days.

2009-07-04T13:04:00.004+08:00

for two days i've been out till late with this boy;

who beat me in every single mario kart race,
poke me fats (yes, poke me fats and yes, that's how me and jazlyn used it),
irritate each other (yes, i've met my match),
no other flavoured tea but green tea (last night was an exception okay LOL),
staring at each other and i end up laughing,
who doesn't like pocoyo (he pulls me away from pocoyo DVDs everytime we see them),
who likes squeezing my hand (my hands are sore from him pulling me away),
getting lost finding ways home with him still could disturb me,
and who loves missing the first bus and say, "OKAY OKAY, NEXT BUS!" :)

(:

800th.

2009-07-04T01:52:00.001+08:00

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love

-

030709's post.

met syfq for lunch and her so called study. i was in the bus filled with kambengs, seriously. from pri school kids and secondary school all the way to BP interchange. KFC wasn't exactly peaceful until it was 2pm+. i played with D40X until batt flat. aha! then window shopped till 4. syfq then left shortly.

i met this boy at 430?! when i told him to come at 4?! we went to suntec to view the gaming convention. the bus journey wasn't peaceful LOL. when we reached there, it wasn't anything much. wii games were having a price cut.. sounds like recession LMAO. then we headed to window shopping until it was 8 already and got lost finding our ways to the bustop. LOL. fell asleep in the bus and he was the one who was sleeping first lah.

thanks for borrowing me the NIKON D40X (((:

reached home with our hearts skipping a beat, a big grin on our faces and be reminded of this day of how nervous he was trying to ask that question (:

oh happy day.

2009-07-02T23:46:00.003+08:00

taken with NIKON D40X thanks to T.S.O. :)

hokkaido.

2009-07-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

so many districts, cities in hokkaido. central, west, whatever. it's so hard to research about it lah. stupid hokkaido, why are you so big?! i've yet to search about turkey. and i can bet there's like many other cities and districts too. why didn't i do this before i went off to sabah!? iylia, slack somemore. i have not printed out my BEV work and i hope this computer doesn't crash.

i also have not done partner script and we've yet to start a group script as a group! i'm spending 4 days that left to finish my work. omg. :(

happy birthday, dad.

2009-06-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

"In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter,
for in the dew of little things the heart
finds its morning and is refreshed. - Kahlil Gibran"

someone asked to update (-_-") and well, i just had dinner which was supposed to be tomorrow cause it's my err, ~~i don't know how old~~ dad's birthday :)

i had "korean" food, hot pot fried rice and dad had some chicken thingy. mom's usual milk noodles. dad ordered cheese fries and i can feel my pants getting tight. went to hypermart after that. i can't grab anything except some food, oreo cheesecake and usual XL seaweed :D

♥ T.S.O.

fooooood.

2009-06-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

my brunch :)

eat.

2009-06-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

i've been eating alot lately. you can ask faliq. LOL. i've been eating and eating and eating and eating. like yilin, eat and phat. blahhhhh :(

(courtesy from flickr)

where's my cheque from sentosa?!

piccctures.

2009-06-28T18:41:00.004+08:00

happy birthday atika :)

the fire which refused to light up and often died.

yesterday's due pictures from outing and my dinner! HAH. :p

sadness.

2009-06-28T01:47:00.001+08:00

i feel so :(

:D

2009-06-27T22:52:00.004+08:00

i've no pictures to start with as i'm using desktop and i can't upload cause it'll hang plus desktop screen will disappear LOL.

early morning waited at BB mrt station for others to come. fateha the superstar was late and we, tengy, baohui and me were waiting. they came shortly after, we bought ice and left the area to ___ club. swimming pool damn freaking nice lah please. i'm going to ask my brother to be a member please. saw this cheena guy, damn hot lah pleaseeeee. like L.Tay *to those who la.

nurul ain bte rawi was late for an hour! prepared, eat and had a hard time cause charcoal couldn't coorperate so we bought another bag of charcoal. fire started, wings and hotdogs prepared. it was over our time limit until this officer came and said we're supposed to go at 3? LOL.

reached home at 5. bought 3 bubble teas for myself, dad and bro. i slept after watching hannah montana. i woke up to a heavy dinner, 2 burgers and 1 corn. LOLLLL.

i ate: 2 small packets of chips, 2 plates of noodles, 1 chicken wing (surprisingly), 4 hotdogs with bread, 1 & half a corn, marshmellows with chocolate, endless punch drinks and 2 burgers :)

I wonder if before I know it, I’ll forget
The miracle of being able to meet you for one hundred minutes
Will I end up forgetting even that I’ve forgotten?

seeing someone's blog is giving me insecurity feelings again..

outing.

2009-06-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

i freaking screwed up my interview. i was basically contradicting myself until i had nightmares of it after i reached home, bathed and slept. it was very horrible. i even paused myself when they ask about leadership qualities. -_______-"

i dowan care about it anymore cause i'm too embarrassed of my answers.

outing tomorrow with my girls and maybe meeting liq after that before he goes to his stupid transformers movie.

and in the meanwhile, everyone's mourning over MJ but not me. :l

natural.

2009-06-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

- training, no comments.
had a bad performance of myself.
- saw khai didi who was limping into the hall when guys games were ending.
- bought ben and jerrys; strawberry shortcake to cheer myself up.
- SC interview tomorrow.

random shit.

2009-06-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

peekturez peekturez peektoooores.

2009-06-24T17:58:00.004+08:00

before the flight was delayed.

in the plane with ATAS apple juice :)
pardon my ugly face.

SEAFOOOOOOD! :P

mount kinabalu, hotspring and just loving it when i'm jumping at the canopy bridge filled with screaming old people ;)

2nd night's SEAFOOOOOD!
loving the prawns :)

going home. i hate the wing side seat, it covered my view :(

when you, a beast forced yourself to a girl.

2009-06-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

rape¹

The crime of forcing another person to submit to sex acts, especially sexual intercourse.
The act of seizing and carrying off by force; abduction.
Abusive or improper treatment; violation: a rape of justice.

tr.v. raped, rap·ing, rapes

To force (another person) to submit to sex acts, especially sexual intercourse; commit rape on.
To seize and carry off by force.
To plunder or pillage.

fighting spiders scene was disturbing. stupid doctor, pretending you're nice and all that when you're just waiting to rape her.

went out after i woke up and now i'm home aloneeee. :l

sabah.

2009-06-22T23:12:00.006+08:00

16th june: flight was at 8pm. flight delayed till 9pm. we all fled the departure hall and went to explore the place. made the crayon rub drawing thing. i coloured about 5 and brought it along the flight. was so excited for my first flight, yes first. i was like so excited while my cousins were like \m/ LOL. had atas apple juice LOLLL. touched down at 12 midnight. supper at 2am?! but i didn't eat it, i reached the huge apartment and slept.

17th june: supposingly to go snorkling but then because of the weather, we went to this museum. i hate museum and those statues. you know i know. ahemz. then bought chocolates and went back to the apartment for a swim. the swimming pool was 1.4m deep so it's like not so deep. went back, bathed and such. had dinner at some seafood restaurant and to some pasar malam which cousins took like 1 hour at this jewellery imitation store.

18th june: TO MOUNT KINABALU! i fucking hate the van ride which was damn bumpy. sleep and your head goes right left right left. plus the road is also right left right left with a few straight roads. some market, hot spring with swimming pools (with 4.5ft, 6ft & 8ft pools and almost drowned in 6ft cause i had no vision underwater) and then to the highest point of mount kinabalu. went back to apartment and swam. then again, to this seafood restaurant and that cute guy was there (^^) went to pasar malam again and i got myself stuffs, LOL imitation. packed for the next day's flight and slept.

19th june: SHOPPING SPREE~ bought candles for don't know what reason LMAO and straw handbags. flew back to singapore. as usual, $3 atas apple juice and i slept 15 minutes before the plane landed. i didn't know singapore was like so, high estate buildings and the island looks big when close. went to BK for brunch then went home ((:

training was freaking tiring and i had a couple of strains from old injury.

hurt.

2009-06-20T22:23:00.003+08:00

the USED, and always be one.

fuck. photobucket didn't upload all my photos and now i've to go to the laptop to upload again.
fuck the world. fuck you.

bye.

2009-06-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

going off in an hour and toodles to you (:

ps: be happy, buddy.

broken.

2009-06-15T20:18:00.002+08:00

my heart broke even before
i went on my holiday trip.

ipod touch/iphone.

2009-06-14T19:30:00.002+08:00

my brother just bought an ipod touch and i feel like buying it too. it's 300 only and i find it cheap lor. maybe buying it if i'm getting that summerfest job. iphone 3G is too expensive laaa.

i keep downloading applications at my brother's ipoddy. i downloaded like 8 games alr LOL. finger race game is the best LOL. i'm getting slower by the minute ROFL.

i dreamed a dream.

2009-06-14T17:19:00.001+08:00

i dreamed a dream.
a japanese singer, Hiromi Iwasaki sang this :)
it's still as beautiful.

work/school/holidays.

2009-06-13T13:01:00.003+08:00

haven't been updating and i realized it's tuesday that i've updated last. been lazy, and busy. LOL. anyway, became a event coordinator for 2 days (thurs and fri) which our job was to give out flyers. -_-

so i finally knew how to get to sentosa office, like finally. FICUS POINT, IYLIA, FICUS POINT. fy-curse point. LOL. it was a tiring job, as usual but then i realized i can't be a flyer distributor cause i'm slow. yesterday, i saw amin at the harbourfront counter doing cashiering. LOL.

last day of school was nothing either. played games and then, went home. was so tired carrying all the flyers, i dropped dead at 12 midnight with all the muscle rub cream on my body.